The Winter Coat
My brother is on Facebook now, and uploaded this photo the other night. I had never seen this photo, and I found myself slipping back....to Kent Road East, Wantagh, Long Island. It is 1963...and I am 6. It is a time of skywriters, radio, ironing boards, milkmen, skate keys, and black and white TVs. It is the year JFK was shot -my mother was ironing my father's shirts, put down the iron and cried. She never cried save for that time and when her father died. She learned to create a buffer with Southern Comfort. I have a hard time seeing myself in her--and peer deeper into the face of this child. Perhaps it is because my face is pudgier than I ever remember, and I am missing those telltale micro short bangs from my mother's bad hair cuts that I was given until I was old enough to run away from the scissors. I know that inside that little plastic coat is a very sad little girl. I did not like that coat which had no color, s...