While Cleaning out my Purse
While cleaning out an old purse, I found this poem that I wrote as my mother was dying, and my daughter was about to give birth to her post cancer treatment "miracle baby". I was planning to drive to Tennessee to help her for a week with Larry, as my mother lay in critical condition. The Clash lyrics to "Should I stay or should I go" were bouncing about in my tortured brain. Before I threw it away, I thought I would share it. Sanctuary music it says on the tape. A nun in the nursing home has left it playing on my mother's radio to soothe her. New Age music... to calm the soul for the journey. The angels are waiting at the gate mama. I wish you would go and meet them. I think you have suffered enough for your mistakes, and so have we. Free yourself. Free us. Rest in PEACE. Amen. As a postscript, my mother rallied. It is a miracle she is still alive, though she never gets out of the bed in the nursing home. She seems happy enou...